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Kill Me, I'm Them

by Horror

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I open my eyes another day Lacking no dismay I come to another conclusion I’m just an illusion, in a world that doesn’t know me I’m just doing what I’ve been told to do A robot in a play of machines Random acts of insignificance Is what keeps me in a state of indifference Another route every day, keeps my mind at bay
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Waste another day away Feeling nothing, all the same Just a pawn in a game of chess You’ll soon be dead like the rest Spending your time to make their currency While theirs is our lives
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I cope with myself To feel better about the things I won’t do or have not done When will I be able to survive on my own? Without this fake idea of what life is supposed to show I can never be sure if I am right or wrong Perpetually dissatisfied with life and even this song I lie to myself again once more So that I can go to sleep and live another chore
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What have I done? I have lost my mind There’s no where to run Have I really become their kind? So unhappy with this I fight with throat of fist I will never fully be one of them Those who think what they put in Kill me, I’m them I have nothing left to live for Kill me, I’m them Wait until I give more
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What is this feeling? Something so sinister, Yet I have felt before I want it to go away, this feeling of pain Why do I feel so discontent? When I supposedly feel nothing? Such a waste of time, contemplating what’s next When even now, you’re miserable in this context I guess I’m not dead after all, I can still feel it I can still feel the lack of satisfaction, the desire for more I can still feel pain, so what does that mean?
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Buy yourself a reason to care Before your life ends with nothing to bare Your worthless hopes to become real Are a fantasy along with the urge to kneel You gave yourself up a long time ago Now just a walking shell to go Prancing along in this fake hell I hate you and the way you fell With a smile of ignorance on your disgusting face I cry for hope, and the human race To think, someone might never ask “What happened in those days past?” “How did we get here from the bottom of the ladder?”
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A shadow in the midst of a group of those who condone A group mentality for those who choose to conform “You are no one unless you believe what we believe Don’t ever speak of anything else, that is our decree” I wish you all would have never been born Because I do not want to wish death on you It’s too late to fix the problem without being insane At this point the issue has become inane I wish I could say that this was something new The way ignorance blooms at the heart of almost all of you
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Disposable beings… I hate everything you love Because your lack of intelligence Makes you dead and dull
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Their vacant faces Glimmering with a false hope Based on a false reality It still makes me sick No matter how much time passes Or how many epiphanies I’ve had I always end up with the same feeling When will we finally grow? I remember why I wanted to die, Because they always say the same thing

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released March 5, 2014

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Horror New York, New York

A New York City based solo act achieving an almost impossible mixture, of genres. Horror manages to blend the disgusting brutality of death metal, the emotional darkness of black metal and the improvised nature of jazz and fusion. Every Horror recording is preformed on the spot with little to no preparation. Whether "Abstract Metal" or "Gray Metal". It's brutal, progressive, dark, yet thoughtful.. ... more

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