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The Desire To Be Inhuman
03:27
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We are so self aware, self amused
Cherishing things that don’t mean anything
All so we can prove we’re better than each other
So we can prove that we’re stronger, smarter, more spiritual
Savages, running wild in a world of animals
We strive to be more, strive to be better
But we’re just the same, a speck in a world of nothing
I too once thought we would prevail
But I now see, that will never be
Everyday I apologize for humanity’s follies
Everyday I grow a little more embarrassed to call myself human
Maybe I am the beginning of the next evolution
A human that does not want to be human….
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This Is How We Die
02:44
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It's always the blacksmith that wants to tell the dancer how to step.
The butcher that wants to tell the chef how to cook.
People. Humans. No..., animals. Beating their chests filled with self righteous air.
We are all bigger than somebody else. The key is to find who you are bigger than.
And make sure you let them know it.
You can make people believe almost anything when you are in a position of power.
Then they will defend everything you've taught them as if it was truth.
Even if it defies logic, or goes against everything that is real.
This is what we are up against.
This is where we lose.
This is how we die.
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Cowardice Never Hides
02:31
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Everyone loves to play the saint
Until a sacrifice is needed
People hiding behind fear and propaganda
Is it so important for you to live that you’re willing to let everyone else die?
What makes you so important?
Why do you see yourself as pertinent to the continuation of humanity?
You fucking cowards
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Pieces of Paper
02:54
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We’ll kill for it
We’ll die for it
We’ll make sure we cry for it
We’ll work for it
We’ll lie for it
We’ll fucking starve ourselves for it
You do everything you can to receive
These little pieces of paper
They validate you
They make you happy
They make you suffer
They make you wish you weren’t under
It tells you who you are
Where you are
And what you can be
In the end it’s just a symbol
But for some reason it always seems that everyone forgets
And symbolism becomes everything…
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I, Myself, Me
04:19
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There’s no one in the world I care about more
I’d kill you and throw you away just to save myself
Do you think I love you?
Do you think I’d do anything to help you?
If you do, then you’re even dumber than I thought
I hate everyone including myself
But I at least hate myself less, so I choose…
I, myself, me
I, myself, me
I, myself, me
I, myself, me
I, myself, me
I, myself, me
Disgusting, yet at least familiar
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Cell
04:38
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Always The Victim
02:53
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Eventually you have to take responsibility for your actions
It can’t always be someone else’s fault
You whine and complain as if
You’re the only one who has gone through misery
You act as if somehow the odds are stacked against you
As if you can’t take it upon yourself to do anything
Ironically, that is your weakness
You’re so convinced you have no power
That you’ll never even try
The thing hurting you the most
Is your own preconceived notions
About yourself and others
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Trapped In Another Body
04:33
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No one understands what I am
I’m not even sure what I am
Am I from another planet?
World?
Universe?
Time period?
No; I am here, I am now
But I am not human
Can you deny what you are?
What you’ve become?
Can you say something isn’t what it is?
That something is what it isn’t?
Maybe. Maybe not.
But if they can say they are what they are not.
Then why can’t I?
I’m a being...trapped in a human body
No one understands what I am
I’m not even sure what I am
Can you deny what you are?
What you’ve become?
Can you say something isn’t what it is?
That something is not what it isn’t?
Maybe. Maybe not.
But if they can say they are what they are not.
Then why can’t I?
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The Illusion of Choice
10:59
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They just make you think you have a choice
That you have some sort of effect on the outcome
You are nothing, we are all nothing
Just playing by their rules, their game
They need us and we need them
But we’re tricked into thinking we need them more
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The Speech
03:25
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You tell yourself you’re not good enough
That you’re incapable
A weakling compared to those you surround yourself with
But you have no idea what you could do
If you just didn’t play the victim
Didn’t give in to your own lies
The world isn’t a place you live in because it’s your choice
That we can all agree
But that doesn’t mean you have to accept failure as a normality
Even as your life feels pointless and daunting
Everyday is the same in some way
And you feel further away from humanity as ever
But there’s still always that will for whatever reason
Instinct, if you will.
Let it take hold, for instinct is the only thing that keeps us going in times of uncertainty.
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You’ll never understand yourself
Or the others around you
If you can barely understand your own motives
How could you even begin to think of what others are thinking, planning, doing
When you have no grasp of your own thoughts
You’ll never understand yourself
Or the others around you
If you can barely understand your own motives
How could you even begin to think of what others are thinking, planning, doing
When you have no grasp of your own thoughts
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False
02:45
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No.
That’s just not true.
I cannot dignify that with a valid response.
It’s just too hard to explain to someone like you.
I will not accept your premise or your opinion.
When it is false.
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Responsibility of No One
03:40
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Somehow we’re the ones that’re supposed to help
When we have nothing compared to them
Somehow we’re the ones that’re supposed to make change
When they have it all
How can I make a difference
When you have all the cards?
How can I help someone
When you own them?
Fuck you and your conscious
Where did it get you while they raped us all
The responsibility lies on those that don’t have
While those that have watch
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Grimness
05:20
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Even though I’m “human”
Humanity is the cause of everything wrong
I guess I’m just as much a part of the problem
I’m not innocent, I’m a disgrace to humanity
Just like the rest of you
I’m so fucking dark, grim
You’ll never be where my mind is
Thinking the things I think
Feeling the way I feel
I only wish you knew what it felt like
I’m disgusted by my own will
My own ambition
I want them all away from me
Their smell, their faces
It makes me want to leave, want to die
Get away from me you monsters
How disgusting can you be?
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Devoid of any life
I struggle
To continue walking
To continue breathing
When nothing has no meaning
Where will I go afterwards?
Why does it matter?
I know I’ll be happier anyways
I cry for myself and everyone who has to live life
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Pain of Another Life
02:33
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Why am I going through this?
This isn’t my life
This is not how it’s supposed to be
If I knew this is what life would be like
I would have just chosen to never be born
Something so simple, so meaningful and meaningless
I cringe at the thought of living a second life
When it ends, I hope I don’t have to start again
Because I don’t think I could handle another one
And starting over has never been enticing anyways
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As much as we want to feel like we have a choice
Like we can create our own path
It’s really all a matter of chance
A throw of the die
Your life can end right now
With just a throw of the die
How ironic that our lives are so fickle, so weak
You could die, with just the throw of a die
And yet we don’t like to think of it that way
We like to pretend there’s a plan
Like there’s someone out there looking for us
Who’s bigger than life itself
A plan out there, that’s bigger than life itself
I see it otherwise
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We’re so obsessed with where we’re going to be
But in the end all that matters is where you are
Where you are determines what you’re going to do next
The future doesn’t affect the past
See where you are now, and react to the current situation
To plan for what’s ahead is futile
Life is an ever changing board
With no wrong or right turns
We’re so obsessed with where we’re going to be
But in the end all that matters is where you are
Where you are determines what you’re going to do next
The future doesn’t affect the past
See where you are now, and react to the current situation
To plan for what’s ahead is futile
Life is an ever changing board
With no wrong or right turns
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