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Love Your Enemy

by Horror

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Disbelief at the lack of... I shut my eyes and hope for another reality A place where the lifeless are already dead And I can finally feel at peace I throw up when I hear you speak A knife cutting through my innocent dreams I don’t want to be alive if you are I don’t want to be awake if you are Please just end it now For the both of us… All I have is an innocent hatred Of the things in life I find wrong Please just end it now For the both of us…
2.
I die every time I try to make you see Your ignorance, like a venom in my bloodstream It makes me hate everyone And everything I can’t stand this feeling much longer Because then I start to hate myself too How many more times? Before I learn to stop trying? I die every time I try to make you see Your ignorance, like a venom in my bloodstream It makes me hate everyone And everything I can’t stand this feeling much longer How many more times? Before I learn to stop trying?
3.
A bomb explodes only once But vengeance lasts forever Once the chain starts It’ll never finish One after another They all fall Consuming each other endlessly Just to convince themselves they don’t have to
4.
Alone in a room With nothing but your thoughts It comes faster and faster The realization…
5.
An atrocity waiting to happen Another death just under our nose No one blinks an eye No one cares, or at least they pretend to not notice We all start to fall, one by one I could kill everyone in this room And all I’d get is a check I could poison you all And I’d have a trophy Put it on my wall and show everyone How great I really am The proof is right there Survival of the fittest at its best A beast, pretending to be an animal, pretending to be a human
6.
I am the pope of disregard I am the god of indifference Show me pain and I’ll close my eyes Show me sadness, and I’ll walk away Your needs mean nothing to me Your emotions not even a consideration You may hate me or think you know who I am But I will always think nothing of you I will always think nothing but less of you But I will always think nothing of you I will always think nothing but less of you Just a distraction meant to be ignored Another piece of dust in my eye Another splinter in my foot I disregard you and everything you stand for I don’t acknowledge you in any form I only have one question for you What is less than nothing?
7.
I cry by myself Not because I’m sad Or because there’s no one around But because I want to be alone I want to feel it all The guilt, the hate, the regret I deserve everything bad that has ever happened to me I deserve everything sad that will happen to me I die by myself Not because I’m dying Or because there’s no one with me But because I want to die alone I want to feel what it was like in the beginning Before I had any family Before I had any friends Before I knew what it was like to want something Before I knew what it was like to hate The hopelessness is somehow comforting Just knowing that none of this matters And that I can enjoy whatever parts I want It’s all up to me Because none of it is up to me
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Traveling through it all I find myself wondering When did it start? When did it end? We are meant to experience But without meaning We are meant to live But without direction This uncertainty creates illusion It creates havoc It creates life The less we know The more we do The less we learn The more we make
9.
I dismember the illusion of you Creating a false god out of your flesh I worship it, because I, have nothing else Memories of the past Controlling my every move Receiving pleasure from a corpse Just memories of another time A prototype of what’s to come perhaps? Or just another illusion I’ve created to justify continuing I tell myself it’ll be the last time everytime Never again would I... And yet again, here I am Fucking myself to sleep With only a ghost to accompany me I guess I’d rather be deranged than be alone
10.
Let me disguise my insecurity With a little antagonistic behavior I’d rather seem weak, than be myself I don’t want you to know me at all Get to know the enemy first There are so many layers to my being I wouldn’t know where to start So take this instead This fake version of me The one that questions everything you say The one that walks away Be my enemy And I’ll be your servant Be my friend And I’ll be your enemy
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Their Thorns 03:00
12.
We will make it through in the end Somehow we’ll reach where we’re supposed to be Just another death on a stack of infinite Will we get to keep our memories or experiences? What makes you, you? Who do we answer to? Some would say they know the truth But a lie is just something meant to make you feel better A lie is there to give you comfort when you need it And a white lie has no specified size What do you tell yourself to go to sleep? We are more alike than I first thought I renounce your ideas I renounce your beliefs No matter how much we can commiserate And feel like we are amicable I will never see you as equal Whatever that may mean It’s not like my thoughts hold any weight I am just another nothing like you There’s comfort in there somewhere…
13.
I only wish on everyone what I feel No more, no less

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released April 20, 2020

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Horror New York, New York

A New York City based solo act achieving an almost impossible mixture, of genres. Horror manages to blend the disgusting brutality of death metal, the emotional darkness of black metal and the improvised nature of jazz and fusion. Every Horror recording is preformed on the spot with little to no preparation. Whether "Abstract Metal" or "Gray Metal". It's brutal, progressive, dark, yet thoughtful.. ... more

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